I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 14/06/2023 - US C
I really wish you would leave me alone
I just wanna be by my own for a second
But you always gotta creep in my dome
Always gotta speak in my zone so you know what I reckon
I reckon you're just as lonely as I am
I reckon you're just lonely as me
I reckon you wanna see me break so you feed me bait
Cause you know what I need, yeah, I know what you need
Oh please, can you just listen up
Just zip it shut, and not interrupt for once?
I mean fuck, this just isn't fun
I’ve been stuck in this rut but I’m done with ya, fuck you cunt
Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up
Cut up, just do it, one, two, nuh-uh
I ain't ever fallin' for that again
I don’t want my mother to look at me like I’m nothin' but a nutter
I just wanna have a moment of peace
I just wanna go to sleep without you
Always callin' me a loner, sayin' that I can’t stay sober
And I should make a rope with the sheets
I just wanna focus on beats
Focus on makin' the dopest release, nah
You should get drunk, you should just jump
You should just thump and explode on the streets
Dammit, man, you make me sick
You’ve always been a crazy prick
I remember the days that we played as kids and you'd say
I should go to the neighbour's place and set flames to it
Take a sip, take a sip
Take a sip, shit, that’s three for your OCD
Like that song that you did, hey, take a sip
That’s four, does that make you tick?
Bet you crave a fifth like you crave the piss
Every day is the same as you chase your fix
You're a slave to the taste of a fake escape
And too lazy to change a bit, you're afraid to quit
So you wait a bit and you wait a bit
Gain weight a bit, what a way to live
Okay, you prick, I get the picture
No need to explain the shit, you’re ashamed of it
Maybe I am
But who are you to judge?
It was you who was tellin' me to do the drugs
And get stupid drunk, I just thought you could use some fun
You were upset, you were dumped
I didn’t say to abuse it once, the truth is
You choose to run from your problems
Don’t blame me for the fact you're a stupid cunt
Take it back
No way, mate, take it back, it ain’t plain as that
I'm the one that remains intact
And at the same time cravin' crap that you made me have
Don’t say I’m a lazy rat
When the greatest fact is I’m trapped in the way you act
You’re just mad that your brain is tapped
You’re the same as your crazy dad, you're a maniac
Fuck you, you don’t know what it’s like
To be so messed up that you hope that you die
When you're over your life and you know that you might
Put a knife to your throat as you cry but I chose to survive
Cause I think I could focus and try more
Don’t wanna die from emotions I hide
You couldn’t care that I’m broken inside
You just poke and provoke till the moment's arrived
Why? Why you gotta do this to me?
You're choosin' to be so abusive and mean
Refusin' to leave till my brain has been taken
You’re basically placin' the noose on the beam
Everybody wants that according to you
No more torment, Jordan, we're through
No more talkin', the door has been shut
I’m ignorin' it, just like you taught me to do
Goodbye
Nais ko talagang iwanan mo ako
Gusto ko lang maging sa sarili ko para sa isang segundo
Ngunit palagi kang gumagapang sa aking simboryo
Palaging dapat magsalita sa aking zone upang malaman mo kung ano ang aking naisip
Inaakala kong ikaw ay nag -iisa tulad ko
Inaakala kong nag -iisa ka lang sa akin
Inaasahan kong nais mong makita akong masira kaya pinapakain mo ako ng pain
Dahil alam mo kung ano ang kailangan ko, oo, alam ko kung ano ang kailangan mo
Oh please, maaari ka lang makinig
I -zip lang ito, at hindi makagambala nang isang beses?
Ibig kong sabihin ay magkantot, hindi lang ito masaya
Natigil ako sa rut na ito ngunit tapos na ako sa ya, magkantot ka
Fuck you too, fuck you, shut up
Gupitin, gawin mo lang ito, isa, dalawa, nuh-uh
Hindi ako kailanman nahuhulog 'para sa muli
Hindi ko nais na tumingin sa akin ang aking ina na parang hindi ako 'ngunit isang nutter
Gusto ko lang magkaroon ng isang sandali ng kapayapaan
Gusto ko lang matulog nang wala ka
Laging tawagan ako ng isang malungkot, sayin 'na hindi ako maaaring manatiling matino
At dapat akong gumawa ng lubid sa mga sheet
Gusto ko lang mag -focus sa beats
Tumutok sa makin 'ang pinakadulo na paglabas, Nah
Dapat kang lasing, dapat ka lang tumalon
Dapat mo lang itong bumagsak at sumabog sa mga lansangan
Dammit, tao, pinasakit mo ako
Palagi kang naging isang mabaliw na prick
Naaalala ko ang mga araw na nilalaro namin bilang mga bata at sasabihin mo
Dapat akong pumunta sa lugar ng kapitbahay at magtakda ng apoy dito
Kumuha ng isang paghigop, humigop
Humigop, tae, tatlo iyon para sa iyong OCD
Tulad ng kantang iyon na ginawa mo, hey, humigop
Iyon ay apat, pinipilit ka ba nito?
Bet na gusto mo ng isang ikalimang tulad ng gusto mo ang umihi
Araw -araw ay pareho sa hinahabol mo ang iyong pag -aayos
Alipin ka sa lasa ng isang pekeng pagtakas
At masyadong tamad na magbago ng kaunti, natatakot kang huminto
Kaya maghintay ka ng kaunti at maghintay ka ng kaunti
Makakuha ng timbang ng kaunti, kung ano ang isang paraan upang mabuhay
Okay, prick mo, nakuha ko ang larawan
Hindi na kailangang ipaliwanag ang tae, nahihiya ka rito
Siguro ako
Ngunit sino ka upang hatulan?
Ikaw ang nagsabi sa akin na gawin ang mga gamot
At mag -aalalang lasing, naisip ko lang na maaari kang gumamit ng kasiyahan
Nagalit ka, na -dumped ka
Hindi ko sinabi na abusuhin ito minsan, ang katotohanan ay
Pinili mong tumakbo mula sa iyong mga problema
Huwag mo akong sisihin sa katotohanan na ikaw ay isang hangal na puki
Bawiin mo
Walang paraan, asawa, ibalik ito, hindi ito malinaw
Ako ang nananatiling buo
At sa parehong oras cravin 'crap na ginawa mo sa akin
Huwag sabihin na ako ay isang tamad na daga
Kapag ang pinakadakilang katotohanan ay nakulong ako sa iyong pagkilos
Galit ka lang na ang utak mo ay tinapik
Pareho ka sa iyong baliw na tatay, ikaw ay isang maniac
Fuck you, hindi mo alam kung ano ito
Upang maging gulo na sana ay mamatay ka
Kapag nasa buhay ka at alam mo na baka
Maglagay ng kutsilyo sa iyong lalamunan habang umiiyak ka ngunit pinili kong mabuhay
Dahil sa palagay ko maaari akong mag -focus at subukan ang higit pa
Huwag kang mamatay mula sa emosyon na itinago ko
Hindi mo maalagaan na nasira ako sa loob
Sumusuka ka lang at nag -udyok hanggang sa dumating ang sandali
Bakit? Bakit mo ito ginawa sa akin?
Pinipili ka upang maging mapang -abuso at ibig sabihin
Tumanggi na umalis hanggang sa makuha ang utak ko
Karaniwang placin 'mo ang noose sa beam
Lahat ay nais na ayon sa iyo
Wala nang pagdurusa, Jordan, dumaan kami
Wala nang pag -uusap, ang pinto ay na -shut
Ignorin ko ito, tulad ng itinuro mo sa akin na gawin
Paalam